Because my life is boring and pointless, I might as well say, "Hi." I've been gone for awhile but I usually am. I get caught up in life and forget about all of the creative outlets I delve into without regard for how much time it actually takes. I write a lot when I post, so it takes a considerable amount of time. But since summer is in full swing, I'll sit down for awhile and write. It's never too late to start writing.
What's kickin' angels?
My life isn't the most interesting right now. My days consist of a spoiled golden retriever, filming YouTube videos, and scrolling through Instagram. Wow, can you say "social media," one more time? I feel like it's become everyone's thing to be on every social media site ever created and I'm no exception. I like sharing my point of view with the world. Who doesn't?
There isn't a point to this post. There never are. Hence the title. I'm just going to tell you about my day in hopes that my everyday experiences will make you shake your head or potentially laugh with me. I laugh at myself all the time. Partially because I laugh at my own jokes like a douche bag, and sometimes simply because I'm a walking failure and can't escape it.
Another thing I can't escape is medical issues. Not your everyday issues either. Who has constant post-nasal drip that causes the vocal cords to sound raspy? Besides me of course. One of my many problems. I will be visiting the doctor soon about all of my issues and I'll be sure to bring this one up. It's impairing the exercising of my head voice. How will I become a soprano if I can't sing high?
Good joke, there's no way I'll ever be a soprano. But still, I need to fix this drainage problem before I get some kind of infection. I could just have allergies. Cross your fingers it's curable.
I wake up late in the morning. 10-11 to be approximate. I've started to assimilate into the lazy teenager way of living. What's not the same as a normal kid is my breakfast. I regularly eat gluten free waffles with random food in the middle. I don't eat them with syrup, that's stupid. I mean, please. Normal food? What? If you're gluten-free, might as well screw up every notion of normal meal pairings, right?
Okay, it's not that weird. I just use the waffles as a substitute for bread. On a normal day, I toast a waffle, cut it in half, put some peanut butter, banana, and honey on the waffle and make a sandwich. For some extra protein, I either cook up some scrambled eggs or eat a fruit-on-the-bottom Chobani greek yogurt. It's mighty tasty and I can't get myself to eat anything else. I've got an obsession with peanut butter. Don't even get me started.
I eat a medium sized breakfast because it's late in the morning and I exercise about an hour after I eat. I have a long history of getting cramps while exercising from eating or drinking too close the activity time. This meal doesn't seem to unsettle me. I scroll through my YouTube video subscriptions and let my food digest. Eventually, I force myself out of my chair and put on a sports bra and booty shorts. Gotta look slutty while exercising. It's must do.
I've been trying to increase my stamina as I exercise so I'm working my way up to 2 miles. I've been out of shape for awhile so I have to start from scratch. Have you ever heard of the Squat Crunch Plank challenge? Try it. Your thighs and abs will hate you but you'll feel stronger in days.
I'm required to take the dog because he turns into a crocodile if he gets hyper. He doesn't weigh me down too much until the sprint at the very end.
My showers are so relaxing after exercising. It's nice to get all the sweat and nasty stink off after burning all the energy out of my body. I'm going to start up my beauty blog so if you want to know what's in my shower, I'll write about it there.
I spend some days editing videos, some filming, and some doing homework for my psychology class. I couldn't be a bigger nerd. I'm kind of nervous for my first exam, not for the test itself but for the whole process of finding the right room and all that. I'm bad at acting natural. I get paranoid about new situations. I think I need professional help.
The day goes by quite quickly when you wake up close to noon. Pretty soon, the parents are back and dinner gets started. Then they sleep and I'm alone again. By 9 PM, I'm fully awake and begin working on new projects. I brainstorm for videos and record songs in the middle of the night. My mother wears earplugs. She'll be fine.
I'm working on an original song to share with everyone. I wrote it awhile back but I'm thinking of music video ideas to debut it with. It should be up relatively soon. I might need help filming though. Things are complicated!
My dreams of being a true YouTuber are still far far away but I'm building a repertoire of videos so maybe I'll get more subscribers. I'm quite enjoying it so I haven't given up yet.
Far in the future, OBX. I'll be sure to share pictures of that adventure on Instagram so if you haven't followed me yet: xoxo_kikichic. Go now.
My day hasn't been that interesting but I thought I'm stop in and say hi. Maybe I'll spend a day ranting about online college classes or a day talking about Paula Dean being an idiot. Whatever sparks my imagination will be here.
Stay tuned.
Friday, July 5, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Dreaded Lessons and Glazed Donuts
The past two days have been a little rough for me. It seems like the weight of the world decided to crash down on my shoulders all at once and I was just unprepared. It doesn't help that it's the time of month when I crave chocolate constantly and feel like crying every ten seconds. I love being a woman.
What's kickin', angels?
Yesterday morning I woke up and knew it was going to be a hard day to get through. I don't know if it was just leftover exhaustion from prom or the fact that I knew Anthony wouldn't be at school that day, but I didn't want to get out of bed and most certainly didn't want to go to school. Nevertheless, I got myself out of bed and got ready anyway.
I've decided to put my contacts in last instead of first because I'm sick and tired of makeup sticking to my contacts, or protein getting underneath my contact because my eyes aren't awake yet or something. I don't understand my eyes, or my body to be exact. I'm in anatomy and I don't get my own body. Maybe it's because I am a mutant. I wouldn't be surprised.
I tried a new product today for breakfast, a Kellogg's Breakfast Shake. I bought the chocolate ones of course, because any other flavor of protein shake just sucks. Just in case it wasn't good, I microwaved a gluten free cinnamon sugar donut and took off for school.
I never thought I would hate Show Choir as much as I do nowadays. The contest music is so irritating because we don't sound good when we sing it. It makes me angry, but then depresses me because we used to sound so good.
I did some fundraising in Pre-Cal today and got 2,000 dollars towards my Europe trip next year from my grandparents. It helps when you have an awesome and supportive family. I'm lucky to have that.
It seems like my English knew that I wasn't in the mood for homework because she threw about 5 assignments at us yesterday and I'm still struggling to find the motivation to do any of them. It's awful. She knows that I've become a procrastinator.
After school I went home and sat on the ground while Anthony told me that he is 70% sure that he is going to IUPUI instead of Purdue. You might not understand how large of a blow that was to me unless you consider two things.
1. I have an active imagination and I have imagined for a long time that we would go to college together and live happily ever after, like the average teenage girl would assume. I can't always be intellectually advanced, give me a break.
2. My parents won't let me go anywhere but Purdue. Plain and simple.
I was pretty angry after that, not to mention more depressed. I went outside and shot my bow for a half hour and didn't do very well. I could blame my lack of focus or anger, but I won't blame it on anything.
I met my mother at Little Charlie's for dinner, which isn't a regular occurrence. I guess she knew that neither of us wanted to make anything. Someone has intuition...and it isn't me. We decided to split a plate of Saratoga chips, a burger, and a piece of chocolate cheesecake. The burger came with pulled pork and cheese on top, and a few onion crispy things. The Saratoga chips are homemade potato chips with barbecue flavoring on them, if you didn't know. I sure didn't before yesterday when I was eating them. The cheesecake was amazing, as anything with chocolate tastes. I dreaded going to piano lessons but alas, I can't avoid them.
On my way to piano lessons, I had to stop and pick up some medicine at the drugstore. While asking for my prescription, I realized just how depressed I sounded. When the lady said, "Have a nice day," I didn't even say, "You too," like I usually do. What is wrong with me?
Piano wasn't very good at all, but what does one expect when that same one hasn't practiced at all in the past week?
I didn't expect anything. Unfortunately, my teacher wasn't on the same page.
I got angry at Anthony later and was upset pretty much the rest of the night until I went to bed.
Monday wasn't a good day.
Tuesday on the other hand, turned out to be a nice surprise.
I woke up expecting it to be another Monday, after all, I have voice lessons on Tuesday. I dread going to lessons. Can't you tell?
I had the same breakfast as yesterday except a glazed gluten free donut because it was the last one. No more donuts for me, sadly. I loved them. I shall purchase them multiple times more before I get sick of them. Does that happen to you? I get obsessed with a certain food and eat the crap of out it until the sight of it makes me nauseous. I'm so bad at moderation sometimes.
The anatomy test is looming closer and I haven't done anything about it yet. Is that bad? Nah.
I've gotten so many likes on my Instagram picture of Anthony and I at prom. It makes me smile to know that people think we're a cute couple and such. We've been together so long, I don't hear that often anymore.
Anthony was back today and his kisses are like a breath of fresh air. He literally puts a pep in my step. I don't know what it is about him, but he can brighten my day with just a smile or a hug.
I was being a little bit bipolar after lunch and I hadn't a clue why until I got home and talked to my mother. She told me that she had been laughing ever since lunch and she thought it was something in our lunch. Apparently, someone put speed in our pasta salad or something because we were invigorated and excited about life after eating it. It freaked Anthony out a little bit though. He wasn't too keen on my mood swings.
I was still worried about the future and such, but he pulled me aside, told me to calm down, and kissed me softly. Sometimes I think I'm in a fairy tale, because he has magical powers, I swear.
I wasn't worried after that.
I got a 95% on my Pre-Cal test, which made me happy. I always feel accomplished when I get a good math grade.
During English today, we went to the computer lab to work on a small essay thing to broaden our knowledge on current events. In the middle of typing mine, my computer shut off and I lost all of my work. After that, I was a little irritated and had to hurry and retype anything that I could remember. I hope she gives me a break when she's grading because I had about half the time to remake mine as everyone else did to create theirs.
Anthony wondered if I didn't remember all the times he had spent with me before and why I was so worried about seeing him next all the time. My planning side was having a panic attack or something because I was freaking out at lunch today. It made me sad to think that it was true. I was ignoring all of the nice things he was doing for me and only focusing on the bad.
I told him to remind me of fun times we have whenever I'm getting crazy again.
He mentioned the day we had a picnic on the land. It was a brunch to be exact. I wanted to see him before I went to my Chemistry class in the summer at 12 or so, so I packed a little brunch of cherries and banana bread, things of that sort, some throw pillows, and a large quilt into my car and took off for the land. He met me there and we sat in the warm sun and talked while we ate. It was one of those movie moments. I didn't know if he actually liked it then, but apparently he did.
I left for voice lessons at 4:15 and got back at 5:30. I passed two of my songs and she wouldn't stop telling me that I have a beautiful voice. Sometimes I don't think so, but maybe I should be more confident. She always makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something, even if I forgot to practice.
I just noticed that I wasn't cold today. My body temperature was normal. It was around 80 degrees today, but I was actually hot. Not a good day to forget deodorant but I didn't sweat until I was on my way home so it was okay. I couldn't decide between windows down and sun-roof open or AC. I tried both but my hair preferred the latter.
We had pot pies for dinner, a personal favorite on mine.My mom ate the last of the brownies today and I ate the excess icing because I love my icing. It tastes like heaven. Nothing like chocolate buttercream frosting to satisfy your sweet tooth.
I haven't really done any of my homework but I needed to catch up on this before I quit all together. I use this as a diary and I don't want to lose a part of my life because I'm too lazy to share it with people.
If you want to know about prom, I can make a separate post about it. For now, I'm going to go.
You know you love me, so don't even try to deny it.
Kiki
What's kickin', angels?
Yesterday morning I woke up and knew it was going to be a hard day to get through. I don't know if it was just leftover exhaustion from prom or the fact that I knew Anthony wouldn't be at school that day, but I didn't want to get out of bed and most certainly didn't want to go to school. Nevertheless, I got myself out of bed and got ready anyway.
I've decided to put my contacts in last instead of first because I'm sick and tired of makeup sticking to my contacts, or protein getting underneath my contact because my eyes aren't awake yet or something. I don't understand my eyes, or my body to be exact. I'm in anatomy and I don't get my own body. Maybe it's because I am a mutant. I wouldn't be surprised.
I tried a new product today for breakfast, a Kellogg's Breakfast Shake. I bought the chocolate ones of course, because any other flavor of protein shake just sucks. Just in case it wasn't good, I microwaved a gluten free cinnamon sugar donut and took off for school.
I never thought I would hate Show Choir as much as I do nowadays. The contest music is so irritating because we don't sound good when we sing it. It makes me angry, but then depresses me because we used to sound so good.
I did some fundraising in Pre-Cal today and got 2,000 dollars towards my Europe trip next year from my grandparents. It helps when you have an awesome and supportive family. I'm lucky to have that.
It seems like my English knew that I wasn't in the mood for homework because she threw about 5 assignments at us yesterday and I'm still struggling to find the motivation to do any of them. It's awful. She knows that I've become a procrastinator.
After school I went home and sat on the ground while Anthony told me that he is 70% sure that he is going to IUPUI instead of Purdue. You might not understand how large of a blow that was to me unless you consider two things.
1. I have an active imagination and I have imagined for a long time that we would go to college together and live happily ever after, like the average teenage girl would assume. I can't always be intellectually advanced, give me a break.
2. My parents won't let me go anywhere but Purdue. Plain and simple.
I was pretty angry after that, not to mention more depressed. I went outside and shot my bow for a half hour and didn't do very well. I could blame my lack of focus or anger, but I won't blame it on anything.
I met my mother at Little Charlie's for dinner, which isn't a regular occurrence. I guess she knew that neither of us wanted to make anything. Someone has intuition...and it isn't me. We decided to split a plate of Saratoga chips, a burger, and a piece of chocolate cheesecake. The burger came with pulled pork and cheese on top, and a few onion crispy things. The Saratoga chips are homemade potato chips with barbecue flavoring on them, if you didn't know. I sure didn't before yesterday when I was eating them. The cheesecake was amazing, as anything with chocolate tastes. I dreaded going to piano lessons but alas, I can't avoid them.
On my way to piano lessons, I had to stop and pick up some medicine at the drugstore. While asking for my prescription, I realized just how depressed I sounded. When the lady said, "Have a nice day," I didn't even say, "You too," like I usually do. What is wrong with me?
Piano wasn't very good at all, but what does one expect when that same one hasn't practiced at all in the past week?
I didn't expect anything. Unfortunately, my teacher wasn't on the same page.
I got angry at Anthony later and was upset pretty much the rest of the night until I went to bed.
Monday wasn't a good day.
Tuesday on the other hand, turned out to be a nice surprise.
I woke up expecting it to be another Monday, after all, I have voice lessons on Tuesday. I dread going to lessons. Can't you tell?
I had the same breakfast as yesterday except a glazed gluten free donut because it was the last one. No more donuts for me, sadly. I loved them. I shall purchase them multiple times more before I get sick of them. Does that happen to you? I get obsessed with a certain food and eat the crap of out it until the sight of it makes me nauseous. I'm so bad at moderation sometimes.
The anatomy test is looming closer and I haven't done anything about it yet. Is that bad? Nah.
I've gotten so many likes on my Instagram picture of Anthony and I at prom. It makes me smile to know that people think we're a cute couple and such. We've been together so long, I don't hear that often anymore.
Anthony was back today and his kisses are like a breath of fresh air. He literally puts a pep in my step. I don't know what it is about him, but he can brighten my day with just a smile or a hug.
I was being a little bit bipolar after lunch and I hadn't a clue why until I got home and talked to my mother. She told me that she had been laughing ever since lunch and she thought it was something in our lunch. Apparently, someone put speed in our pasta salad or something because we were invigorated and excited about life after eating it. It freaked Anthony out a little bit though. He wasn't too keen on my mood swings.
I was still worried about the future and such, but he pulled me aside, told me to calm down, and kissed me softly. Sometimes I think I'm in a fairy tale, because he has magical powers, I swear.
I wasn't worried after that.
I got a 95% on my Pre-Cal test, which made me happy. I always feel accomplished when I get a good math grade.
During English today, we went to the computer lab to work on a small essay thing to broaden our knowledge on current events. In the middle of typing mine, my computer shut off and I lost all of my work. After that, I was a little irritated and had to hurry and retype anything that I could remember. I hope she gives me a break when she's grading because I had about half the time to remake mine as everyone else did to create theirs.
Anthony wondered if I didn't remember all the times he had spent with me before and why I was so worried about seeing him next all the time. My planning side was having a panic attack or something because I was freaking out at lunch today. It made me sad to think that it was true. I was ignoring all of the nice things he was doing for me and only focusing on the bad.
I told him to remind me of fun times we have whenever I'm getting crazy again.
He mentioned the day we had a picnic on the land. It was a brunch to be exact. I wanted to see him before I went to my Chemistry class in the summer at 12 or so, so I packed a little brunch of cherries and banana bread, things of that sort, some throw pillows, and a large quilt into my car and took off for the land. He met me there and we sat in the warm sun and talked while we ate. It was one of those movie moments. I didn't know if he actually liked it then, but apparently he did.
I left for voice lessons at 4:15 and got back at 5:30. I passed two of my songs and she wouldn't stop telling me that I have a beautiful voice. Sometimes I don't think so, but maybe I should be more confident. She always makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something, even if I forgot to practice.
I just noticed that I wasn't cold today. My body temperature was normal. It was around 80 degrees today, but I was actually hot. Not a good day to forget deodorant but I didn't sweat until I was on my way home so it was okay. I couldn't decide between windows down and sun-roof open or AC. I tried both but my hair preferred the latter.
We had pot pies for dinner, a personal favorite on mine.My mom ate the last of the brownies today and I ate the excess icing because I love my icing. It tastes like heaven. Nothing like chocolate buttercream frosting to satisfy your sweet tooth.
I haven't really done any of my homework but I needed to catch up on this before I quit all together. I use this as a diary and I don't want to lose a part of my life because I'm too lazy to share it with people.
If you want to know about prom, I can make a separate post about it. For now, I'm going to go.
You know you love me, so don't even try to deny it.
Kiki
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Panic Attacks and Beta Fish
Today was a pretty odd day. I mean, getting out of school doesn't happen every day for the average high school student. Nevertheless, I had fun.
What's kickin', angels?
I wore yoga pants today, if that tells you anything about how many fucks I have about the world this morning. I woke up later than usual by choice and didn't put makeup on. When you're only going for one period of school, why dress up?
Let me explain.
I had a wisdom teeth surgery consultation today. When I put the appointment in my calendar, I set it for noon instead of 3:30 so I thought I was going to have to take the day off. I got my homework from my important classes so I was all ready to not come to school. But alas, the review game for Botany and Zoology was this morning and I didn't want to miss it so I came to school for about an hour.
The disappointing part was that we didn't even get to do the whole game because a girl decided this morning was the perfect time to have a panic attack.
I was the first to notice. I heard her breathing abnormally fast but I didn't want to say anything in case she was sick. But then it just got worse and she started to cry and shake and was staring off into space. The teacher had to take her to the nurse. I wonder if she has attacks often. I've never seen anyone do that before. New experience of the day!
We all got 10 bonus points since our game didn't exactly go as planned. I hope the girl is okay though. She's more important than the bonus points. Maybe she was nervous about the test.
I left after that and drove home. I immediately jumped in my mother's car and we drove around to see home care patients. I wait in the car most of the time.
I studied birds from my zoology book and listened to bird calls until my mom was done working.
We brought Fred the golden retriever along so he got to play outside while I did homework. Lucky bastard.
We stopped at a cafe and got chili. It had noodles in it, much to my Timmy's dismay, but I ate it anyway and I only felt a little nauseous afterward. Not too bad.
I tried to read at the next patient's house but I passed out instead. It was warm and cozy in the car. You can't blame me for acting like a sunbathing cat.
My consultation was after that and it was just an average visit. The awkwardly quiet waiting room always annoys me. Why isn't anyone allowed to talk? Is it an unspoken rule? Well, obviously, since nobody speaks...haha, get it? No?
I have to get a sedative before my IV induced anesthesia. I'm not very comfortable with needles and I've given myself hives from fright once so their going to make me feel loopy so I don't mind them stabbing my arm. My hand doesn't have many veins because of my Raynauds so they have to go in at the forearm area.
They made me watch an informational video about my surgery. I kept getting distracted by the fish in the tank. It was so pretty when it was swimming. I wish I was shiny like that and could swim so quickly. I'm jealous of a beta fish. I have problems.
Sounds like fun, right? Gotta love surgery. The dentist guy said my teeth were very nice and straight. Thanks, sir.
We got Chipotle after that, with Orange Leaf frozen yogurt for dessert. Bless my mother's heart for stopping there.
If you know what Orange Leaf is, get the Reese's peanut butter sauce. You will not regret your choice.
After that, my mom and I found several jobs I could apply to online and then we ate dinner. I was so full I couldn't finish any of it, but it tasted like heaven.
I'm currently re-addicted to the Hunger Games series, even though I read them all. I just love the story. I'm on catching fire again. It makes me want my bow so bad. Why won't they ship it faster?
I need silver spray paint though.
Gotta be like Katniss Everdeen.
Is it weird that I'm like her and I don't even try sometimes? I mean, not completely but we're both aloof and serious. And like archery :)
I'll make sure to post a picture of my new now when it arrives.
You know you love me so don't even try to deny it.
-Kiki
What's kickin', angels?
I wore yoga pants today, if that tells you anything about how many fucks I have about the world this morning. I woke up later than usual by choice and didn't put makeup on. When you're only going for one period of school, why dress up?
Let me explain.
I had a wisdom teeth surgery consultation today. When I put the appointment in my calendar, I set it for noon instead of 3:30 so I thought I was going to have to take the day off. I got my homework from my important classes so I was all ready to not come to school. But alas, the review game for Botany and Zoology was this morning and I didn't want to miss it so I came to school for about an hour.
The disappointing part was that we didn't even get to do the whole game because a girl decided this morning was the perfect time to have a panic attack.
I was the first to notice. I heard her breathing abnormally fast but I didn't want to say anything in case she was sick. But then it just got worse and she started to cry and shake and was staring off into space. The teacher had to take her to the nurse. I wonder if she has attacks often. I've never seen anyone do that before. New experience of the day!
We all got 10 bonus points since our game didn't exactly go as planned. I hope the girl is okay though. She's more important than the bonus points. Maybe she was nervous about the test.
I left after that and drove home. I immediately jumped in my mother's car and we drove around to see home care patients. I wait in the car most of the time.
I studied birds from my zoology book and listened to bird calls until my mom was done working.
We brought Fred the golden retriever along so he got to play outside while I did homework. Lucky bastard.
We stopped at a cafe and got chili. It had noodles in it, much to my Timmy's dismay, but I ate it anyway and I only felt a little nauseous afterward. Not too bad.
I tried to read at the next patient's house but I passed out instead. It was warm and cozy in the car. You can't blame me for acting like a sunbathing cat.
My consultation was after that and it was just an average visit. The awkwardly quiet waiting room always annoys me. Why isn't anyone allowed to talk? Is it an unspoken rule? Well, obviously, since nobody speaks...haha, get it? No?
I have to get a sedative before my IV induced anesthesia. I'm not very comfortable with needles and I've given myself hives from fright once so their going to make me feel loopy so I don't mind them stabbing my arm. My hand doesn't have many veins because of my Raynauds so they have to go in at the forearm area.
They made me watch an informational video about my surgery. I kept getting distracted by the fish in the tank. It was so pretty when it was swimming. I wish I was shiny like that and could swim so quickly. I'm jealous of a beta fish. I have problems.
Sounds like fun, right? Gotta love surgery. The dentist guy said my teeth were very nice and straight. Thanks, sir.
We got Chipotle after that, with Orange Leaf frozen yogurt for dessert. Bless my mother's heart for stopping there.
If you know what Orange Leaf is, get the Reese's peanut butter sauce. You will not regret your choice.
After that, my mom and I found several jobs I could apply to online and then we ate dinner. I was so full I couldn't finish any of it, but it tasted like heaven.
I'm currently re-addicted to the Hunger Games series, even though I read them all. I just love the story. I'm on catching fire again. It makes me want my bow so bad. Why won't they ship it faster?
I need silver spray paint though.
Gotta be like Katniss Everdeen.
Is it weird that I'm like her and I don't even try sometimes? I mean, not completely but we're both aloof and serious. And like archery :)
I'll make sure to post a picture of my new now when it arrives.
You know you love me so don't even try to deny it.
-Kiki
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Destinations and Situations
Today was Tuesday, and Tuesdays are hell for me. Always have been and always will be.
What's kickin', angels?
Today I didn't shampoo my hair and I felt like a rebel. I usually wash my hair every day...(pause while beauty fanatics cringe) but today I felt like letting it go and seeing what happens. It turned out okay. Nothing special. Pretty normal for my hair, which is split end city for eternity.
Never use a chi straightener without heat protectant. Worse mistake you'll ever make.
I decided to do a different eye look today with my makeup so I used purple, rust, and pale yellow shadows to create a sunset-y gradient with dark purple liner and Clinque High Impact Mascara lashes, of course. I got a few compliments so it must have looked alright. It wasn't as bright as I wanted it to be but it was subtle enough to not look like I'm trying to be a Japanese anime girl.
Yeah, I'm looking at you, girl with the blue streaks in your hair. You rock that style because I'll never be able to.
I left my hair down at first but by sixth period I had braided it to get it out of my way. I finally managed to do a sideways French braid around the back of my he's that formed into a side braid. Like Katniss. Just imagine that. I'm thinking of doing it like that for prom except curling the ends instead of braiding them. I think it would be pretty and different.
Anyway, I had breakfast in first period like always. I chow down while my teacher plays the daily bird calls for memorization.
It's Botany and Zoology. It's normal to learn bird calls when you like science. Don't judge me.
I feel like I'm getting a cold or allergies though. My chest was a little tight and I kept feeling like I had to cough. Plus I always have my normal postnasal drip. Whoopee!
I need to exercise more. Someone come motivate me!
I had the busiest day after school. I was dreading it since the day started.
Destination: a tailor
Awkward situation: parked in a no parking zone and had to end up walking down the street with a garment bag and heels in my arms.
Successful though!
Destination: vocal lessons
Awkward situation: showing up early and the doors are locked. Trying to park straight for ten minutes. Not knowing the words to the national anthem.
Destination: Orange Leaf
Awkward situation: sitting in my car eating it because I can't drive a manual car and eat at the same time.
Shout out to Orange Leaf for being delicious!
Destination: She'll
Awkward situation: I haven't had time to pee in 12 hours. Um, problem?
Destination: school meeting for a Europe trip
Awkward situation: it's a parent meeting and neither of my parents showed up.
I had many obligations and I didn't die! I was thoroughly awkward though!
When I got home my mom had made some casserole thing that I ate quickly and then did some Anatomy vocab.
My Victoria's Secret reward card only has $10 on it. What bullshit.
It's still cold here. Why do I have to put up with this. It should be warm and sunny. Not 28 degrees in the morning.
I'm not in a fancy mood today, if you couldn't tell that already. The only thing that made me happy was the shipment from Bath and Body Works sent me. Thank The Lord for candles! All the products are shown in the picture I inserted.
Hope you had a fabulous day :)
Quote of the day: "That's expensive."
You know you love me, so don't even try to deny it.
-Kiki
What's kickin', angels?
Today I didn't shampoo my hair and I felt like a rebel. I usually wash my hair every day...(pause while beauty fanatics cringe) but today I felt like letting it go and seeing what happens. It turned out okay. Nothing special. Pretty normal for my hair, which is split end city for eternity.
Never use a chi straightener without heat protectant. Worse mistake you'll ever make.
I decided to do a different eye look today with my makeup so I used purple, rust, and pale yellow shadows to create a sunset-y gradient with dark purple liner and Clinque High Impact Mascara lashes, of course. I got a few compliments so it must have looked alright. It wasn't as bright as I wanted it to be but it was subtle enough to not look like I'm trying to be a Japanese anime girl.
Yeah, I'm looking at you, girl with the blue streaks in your hair. You rock that style because I'll never be able to.
I left my hair down at first but by sixth period I had braided it to get it out of my way. I finally managed to do a sideways French braid around the back of my he's that formed into a side braid. Like Katniss. Just imagine that. I'm thinking of doing it like that for prom except curling the ends instead of braiding them. I think it would be pretty and different.
Anyway, I had breakfast in first period like always. I chow down while my teacher plays the daily bird calls for memorization.
It's Botany and Zoology. It's normal to learn bird calls when you like science. Don't judge me.
I feel like I'm getting a cold or allergies though. My chest was a little tight and I kept feeling like I had to cough. Plus I always have my normal postnasal drip. Whoopee!
I need to exercise more. Someone come motivate me!
I had the busiest day after school. I was dreading it since the day started.
Destination: a tailor
Awkward situation: parked in a no parking zone and had to end up walking down the street with a garment bag and heels in my arms.
Successful though!
Destination: vocal lessons
Awkward situation: showing up early and the doors are locked. Trying to park straight for ten minutes. Not knowing the words to the national anthem.
Destination: Orange Leaf
Awkward situation: sitting in my car eating it because I can't drive a manual car and eat at the same time.
Shout out to Orange Leaf for being delicious!
Destination: She'll
Awkward situation: I haven't had time to pee in 12 hours. Um, problem?
Destination: school meeting for a Europe trip
Awkward situation: it's a parent meeting and neither of my parents showed up.
I had many obligations and I didn't die! I was thoroughly awkward though!
When I got home my mom had made some casserole thing that I ate quickly and then did some Anatomy vocab.
My Victoria's Secret reward card only has $10 on it. What bullshit.
It's still cold here. Why do I have to put up with this. It should be warm and sunny. Not 28 degrees in the morning.
I'm not in a fancy mood today, if you couldn't tell that already. The only thing that made me happy was the shipment from Bath and Body Works sent me. Thank The Lord for candles! All the products are shown in the picture I inserted.
Hope you had a fabulous day :)
Quote of the day: "That's expensive."
You know you love me, so don't even try to deny it.
-Kiki
Monday, April 1, 2013
Dick Wrappers and Reese's Peanut Butter Eggs
I know that on a blog, a person isn't supposed to just bitch about life, but then again, what is the Internet for? Learning? Psh, teachers always told us that facts on the Internet weren't true. Whatever, because I had no idea where I was going with that.
What's kickin', angels?
I like to call you angels because I always feel flattered if someone calls me that, so I thought I'd compliment you as well. I know it's been a long time since I've said anything, but that's because I lead a very boring and utterly pointless life with lots of things going on that leave little time for Internet journal entry thing-ma-jigs. I apologize.
It was the first day of school after spring break wrapped up its sun-shiny fun. What a shame. I hate school when you've had a two week break of freedoms and relaxation and then high school wants you back like a needy ass ex boyfriend. Not like that's ever happened to me but it seemed like a good analogy. Maybe I'm wrong.
Something about when I woke up this morning told me I was going to have a rough day. Maybe it was the fact that I still can't find my curling wand. Or maybe it's because my stomach felt like it was being tickled from the inside and I couldn't make it stop. Maybe it was the fact that my alarm clock wasn't set to the right time so I was up early. Any of those annoying omens could have foretold my day.
After being on a cruise, a nice shower is something to praise Jesus for. Believe me.
Can someone remind me to start using my body lotion again because this Indiana weather reeks havoc on my skin? It's awful. I have to exfoliate the flaky skin every ten seconds because the bitter cold kills my body slowly. Living with Raynauds everyone. It's a joy.
I didn't even wear much makeup today, but my contacts put up a fight as usual and made me feel like a drunken squirrel until I put a new one in my left eye. Stupid astigmatism always switching things up. I have so many problems. I just realized that.
On the bright side, I got to school mildly early and my breakfast, courtesy of ma mère, was quite good.
It was two pieces of cinnamon raisin gluten free bread with strawberry cream cheese in the middle, with half an orange vitamin water and a banana on the side.
Good news in anatomy. My vocab quiz was postponed until tomorrow. Hallelujah!
History is slowly killing me. The stupidity of the people surrounding me, along with the amount of dumb paper we receive is literally making me want to drive a screwdriver through my eyeball. It's not fun.
I was told today that a friend of mine who recently started having sex, that her boyfriend left condom wrappers on the coffee table in his basement and his parents found them. Slow clap for the novices. Who is that careless? Seriously. Have the decency to toss the wrappers away. It's not like a snicker bar wrapper that is harmlessly lying there. You wrap it before you tap it, you throw the evidence away! No one wants dick wrappers staring them in the face when they want to to watch tv the next morning. It's just common courtesy.
Moving on from rubbers, my lunch was good.
Most awkward transition ever.
Anyway, I had some leftover honey baked ham from Easter Sunday, two Babybel cheeses, seed crackers, some fruit salad, and a Reese's peanut butter egg. Talk about living the high life!
I accidentally hit Anthony today while I had my head on his chest. I didn't know his chin was in my way and when is at up, I made him bite his lip. It was bleeding. I felt really bad. I don't like to hurt him, especially after he got his prom ticket to go with me. I'm a horrible person having a bad day.
I was hyper in French class as usual but as usual some more, my stomach hurt a little and when Anthony poked me, I screeched like a chihuahua. We have to do another dialogue. I'm hoping ours will be funny. I'm always too much of a try-hard to be funny but I can't pretend to be something I'm not. Cool.
I got a 99% on my pre-calculus test! I thought I failed and I did well! It's always the opposite of what you think when it comes to math. I was happy. That made my day a little better.
My English teacher passed out Fahrenheit 451 today in class for us to read. I'm kind of excited. It seems like an interesting concept. I'll start it soon. I had a lot of other homework I was supposed to do today so I kind of...left it in my locker to chill with my many water bottles.
I play fought with Anthony in the hallway after school. He told Mr. Crabill that I was whipped to him, which is the truth. I don't mind being whipped sometimes if it means avoiding his stubbornness. It's better to be the nice one. I'm mean to everyone else. I have to be generous and loving with someone, right?
Speaking of loving, a certain someone came home with me for awhile and we had a little fun. I won't divulge details but we missed each other so we couldn't resist. Too much passion would be my only excuse. I love him, what more can I say?
I made chicken pot pies, gluten-free of course, for dinner. They were quite tasty, as most pot pies are. I gnawed on my chocolate Easter bunny for awhile until it was time for me to get in my car and go to piano lessons. I hate driving all the way up there. I personally think it's a waste but my mother insists.
I would say my playing was mediocre, good if you consider that I haven't played for two weeks and literally played for a half hour before my lesson and that's it. It's a wonder I make any progress.
He gave me more peanut butter eggs though so I'll be in heaven eating them for a little while longer.
You know what I have a new obsessions with? Milkshakes. Try one sometime. They're so good when you haven't had one in a long time.
I came home and didn't do half my homework. Yay me. My mother yelled at me for not knowing how to handle the prom arrangements by myself and I brushed it off because how the hell am I supposed to know? I've never been before. It's not instinctual like a bird building a nest for god's sake.
Now I'm in bed, with multiple candles glowing the background and my bed cold because I spilled a glass of water on my power strip and I had to unplug everything and then use the actual outlet for my clock. Serves me right I guess. I was having a bad day, after all. Gotta go all out.
I found my lunchbox though, after a day of worrying about its whereabouts.
Cheers to that...but not near my electronic cords please.
I guess I'll go to sleep. I have a busy day tomorrow. Cross your fingers that you'll hear about it.
Quote of the day: "I'm getting impatient!"
You know you love me, so don't even try to deny it.
-Kiki
What's kickin', angels?
I like to call you angels because I always feel flattered if someone calls me that, so I thought I'd compliment you as well. I know it's been a long time since I've said anything, but that's because I lead a very boring and utterly pointless life with lots of things going on that leave little time for Internet journal entry thing-ma-jigs. I apologize.
It was the first day of school after spring break wrapped up its sun-shiny fun. What a shame. I hate school when you've had a two week break of freedoms and relaxation and then high school wants you back like a needy ass ex boyfriend. Not like that's ever happened to me but it seemed like a good analogy. Maybe I'm wrong.
Something about when I woke up this morning told me I was going to have a rough day. Maybe it was the fact that I still can't find my curling wand. Or maybe it's because my stomach felt like it was being tickled from the inside and I couldn't make it stop. Maybe it was the fact that my alarm clock wasn't set to the right time so I was up early. Any of those annoying omens could have foretold my day.
After being on a cruise, a nice shower is something to praise Jesus for. Believe me.
Can someone remind me to start using my body lotion again because this Indiana weather reeks havoc on my skin? It's awful. I have to exfoliate the flaky skin every ten seconds because the bitter cold kills my body slowly. Living with Raynauds everyone. It's a joy.
I didn't even wear much makeup today, but my contacts put up a fight as usual and made me feel like a drunken squirrel until I put a new one in my left eye. Stupid astigmatism always switching things up. I have so many problems. I just realized that.
On the bright side, I got to school mildly early and my breakfast, courtesy of ma mère, was quite good.
It was two pieces of cinnamon raisin gluten free bread with strawberry cream cheese in the middle, with half an orange vitamin water and a banana on the side.
Good news in anatomy. My vocab quiz was postponed until tomorrow. Hallelujah!
History is slowly killing me. The stupidity of the people surrounding me, along with the amount of dumb paper we receive is literally making me want to drive a screwdriver through my eyeball. It's not fun.
I was told today that a friend of mine who recently started having sex, that her boyfriend left condom wrappers on the coffee table in his basement and his parents found them. Slow clap for the novices. Who is that careless? Seriously. Have the decency to toss the wrappers away. It's not like a snicker bar wrapper that is harmlessly lying there. You wrap it before you tap it, you throw the evidence away! No one wants dick wrappers staring them in the face when they want to to watch tv the next morning. It's just common courtesy.
Moving on from rubbers, my lunch was good.
Most awkward transition ever.
Anyway, I had some leftover honey baked ham from Easter Sunday, two Babybel cheeses, seed crackers, some fruit salad, and a Reese's peanut butter egg. Talk about living the high life!
I accidentally hit Anthony today while I had my head on his chest. I didn't know his chin was in my way and when is at up, I made him bite his lip. It was bleeding. I felt really bad. I don't like to hurt him, especially after he got his prom ticket to go with me. I'm a horrible person having a bad day.
I was hyper in French class as usual but as usual some more, my stomach hurt a little and when Anthony poked me, I screeched like a chihuahua. We have to do another dialogue. I'm hoping ours will be funny. I'm always too much of a try-hard to be funny but I can't pretend to be something I'm not. Cool.
I got a 99% on my pre-calculus test! I thought I failed and I did well! It's always the opposite of what you think when it comes to math. I was happy. That made my day a little better.
My English teacher passed out Fahrenheit 451 today in class for us to read. I'm kind of excited. It seems like an interesting concept. I'll start it soon. I had a lot of other homework I was supposed to do today so I kind of...left it in my locker to chill with my many water bottles.
I play fought with Anthony in the hallway after school. He told Mr. Crabill that I was whipped to him, which is the truth. I don't mind being whipped sometimes if it means avoiding his stubbornness. It's better to be the nice one. I'm mean to everyone else. I have to be generous and loving with someone, right?
Speaking of loving, a certain someone came home with me for awhile and we had a little fun. I won't divulge details but we missed each other so we couldn't resist. Too much passion would be my only excuse. I love him, what more can I say?
I made chicken pot pies, gluten-free of course, for dinner. They were quite tasty, as most pot pies are. I gnawed on my chocolate Easter bunny for awhile until it was time for me to get in my car and go to piano lessons. I hate driving all the way up there. I personally think it's a waste but my mother insists.
I would say my playing was mediocre, good if you consider that I haven't played for two weeks and literally played for a half hour before my lesson and that's it. It's a wonder I make any progress.
He gave me more peanut butter eggs though so I'll be in heaven eating them for a little while longer.
You know what I have a new obsessions with? Milkshakes. Try one sometime. They're so good when you haven't had one in a long time.
I came home and didn't do half my homework. Yay me. My mother yelled at me for not knowing how to handle the prom arrangements by myself and I brushed it off because how the hell am I supposed to know? I've never been before. It's not instinctual like a bird building a nest for god's sake.
Now I'm in bed, with multiple candles glowing the background and my bed cold because I spilled a glass of water on my power strip and I had to unplug everything and then use the actual outlet for my clock. Serves me right I guess. I was having a bad day, after all. Gotta go all out.
I found my lunchbox though, after a day of worrying about its whereabouts.
Cheers to that...but not near my electronic cords please.
I guess I'll go to sleep. I have a busy day tomorrow. Cross your fingers that you'll hear about it.
Quote of the day: "I'm getting impatient!"
You know you love me, so don't even try to deny it.
-Kiki
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